Renee our legal chief are driving me crazy. He's the one who's tries to keep his leadership, and he's the one who I afraid gonna try to eliminate me from accessing benefits of company. Why? Because he and 5 others included their money, while I didn't invested my own money.
But I'm the one who brought company to live by making them believe into very important idea. Yes money is important, but I don't want to be left without benefits too.
My biggest personal enemies is army-styled attitudes, school-styled attitudes, evolutionary mindset - because any of those internal competition could take me out aboard.
Today they asked me to try to perform some sales manually to feel the process better, I didn't agreed with it. I hope this won't cause any disagreements.
I don't know if Edwarts friend or foe yet - he's the kindest to me among the whole team, but I don't know why he does it, probably because of his personal benefit, and I don't know how long I'll be getting his support. Renee I suppose will be happy to get maximum of me no matter how much suffer it will bring to me.
In a childhood Renee shared with me today the way they laughed at one boy who's never been social, they haven't been fair to weak. They are social animals. I don't like such an attitude, since I'm not the one who follows those kind of patterns of thinking. I hope those social rules won't affect me as an efficient manager.
I want my own enterprise which won't be connected to their. While I want return on my idea investment, and want my idea to cost as much as possible. I'm going to help them to expand, and along-the-way it will really help expanding parallels of my other business which could bring way more stability. And if my other business will fail at least I want to have a good reputation inside this company.
My goal now is not being affiliated to the greatest extend legally, but getting money on a long run and being able to have highest possible position inside the company which will ensure highest salary.
Currently I suppose that I must stop making out of myself as someone really important, and must concentrate my attention for contributing into company.
This article went up to be pretty successful, maybe not in a public value but at least for bringing to order my thoughts.
My current GSM-to-VOIP solution must be shared only with Edwarts, because Renee are good at technology while I shouldn't provide him all of my plans even though I could trust him.
Tuesday, July 23, 2013
I'm trying to find out flaws
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