Am I right that I need it? Right where I am right now tells me that I don't need it: there is such a lazy voice inside of me, who's always telling me: stop it! you must go to sleep when you want and you must start working at where you want and when you want. Again that things: the place which I want, the time which I want. All of those things are my wishes.
But if I go back to all of my problems: the problems with previous employers are caused by their inability to go intact with my day/night schedule. Poor employers, friends, business partners...